i wish , i hope , i expect . but nothing .

things doesn't seems so good..
it's back again..
or it never been fade away since that very 1st day ?
shall we practice to expect ?
what if they never happen ?
then what should we do ?
i seems wished to fall into the well again..
even tho i feel that it might be endless bottom this time..
but i'm not afraid..
because i'm prepared to get drawn..
at least i could prove something..
or should say we make an opportunity..
so, will u give me a hand ?