it's raining "

it had been a while since i walked under the rain..

with an umbrella,

walking alone in the road under the heavy rain..

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it's long , it's cold, and it's wet..

i feel tiny for no reason..

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looking at the rain drops,

everything seems to be quiet at that moment..

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listening to the rythems of the rain,

do you hear it ?

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i heard..

i feel void..

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a picture on the other day flashed into my mind,

a little boy playing swing alone in the empty and quiet playground..

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he was smiling even he was playing with himself..

a strange feeling came into my heart..

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i wonder...

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what kind of rain,

what kind of night,

what kind of me,

would only made you missing me more ?

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it's tired to hold an umbrella alone..

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when would you see me drunk ?

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i wonder...

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